Lost

[jeitaken]

*huddled in a corner on the seventh floor, arms held tightly around knees, between a torch pillar and a suit of armor which occasionally emits a bored, rusty creak as it shifts in place*

*all he remembers about the last few days are the words that he said: immortal soul, chosen emissary; words that, now, he doesn't understand... and a feeling of true knowledge -- of ultimate confidence.....*

*..and unlike most of the time, he doesn't know what it was that he became, but... it felt good.....*



*..and he would write about why, if only he hadn't lost his journal*

Comments

[jeitaken.livejournal.com]

*starts, hunches his shoulders*

Go away.....


[[He's afraid whatever happened is like his werewolf condition and could happen again and cause him to harm someone.]]

[shirayukiwitch.livejournal.com]

*Let go of his shoulder and goes on to sit next to him*

Jei, it's been very...confusing these last few days but whatever you were, it's all back to normal now.

[jeitaken.livejournal.com]

*huddles tighter, his face buried against his knees*

*teeth gritted* Aren't you afraid..?

[shirayukiwitch.livejournal.com]

Afraid of what?

[jeitaken.livejournal.com]

Being something else.....

[shirayukiwitch.livejournal.com]

*Thinks about it*

If I become someone else, I'll have to leave a note to myself in order to know how to act. *Thinks he's talking about thr Canon Days*

[jeitaken.livejournal.com]

*snarls* And what about when you become something that doesn't care? *lifts his head a bit, one blank eye visible through the straggly hair* I guess you changed too.....