Knife

*has avoided almost everyone since the what-if event, just ripping through his exams like mad, and is now in the library, hiding out in the back where he thinks no one will come*

*and as for his journal? it's stuffed in a sock somewhere in the dorm. Because he's sick of the castle's false hope and just wants to get out and away from days of insanity when he turns on everyone he knows... and if he misses certain people, well, they're probably better off without him*


[[That one event did a number on Jei. Argh. I'm trying to prod him awake, but he's really avoidy right now.]]